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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by 2525, Sep 12, 2017.
Today I don't waste my sexual energy, but harness it
Today will be great.
Today is my 9th day. Today is a productive day. Today, I feel the happiness towards my journey. Take care of myself. Love myself.
Today I will try to give all my effort to make it the best I can
Theres a Milky way or Milk Street in the universe - how is that called in English?
Fuck! Why do WE even do this? In Antiquity IT was pathetic cause if someone Fapped people could Always ask: what are You fapping to? But nowadays WE got Fake cleaned female ass Holes who poured cold Coffee into their Ass so those Male stinkers or themselves won't smell anything Bad when lickung Ass or Ass to mouth! This is all SO FAKE! Porn is a mystery, its a useless fairytale where You can learn nothing from! Why dont give Woman US their Asses? Then we wouldnt be so insecure! In the 21st century self love or pmo has become a valid and generally accepted behavior and WE should Go through the World proudly and proclaim the holy Gospel (Evangelium) that yes WE FAP and yes that WE are the fastest and id-controlled, obsessive, Strangest Fappers in the World! For AS Long as I breathe: fap will I... But maybe Not so Often than I Used to fap. What I realised also is that fapping is Like real Sex: sometimes IT Works good, sometimes IT was a disappointment, sometimes its very hot. You never know what You get! But Nofap is only the supressed Wish to be a porn star yourself! The thought: my dick won't get any self love or fap strokes only implies that your dick is Fantasy wise Limited to cleaned AIDS female porn starlets Fake ass and Pussy. To be honest I believe its wiser to FAP than to fuck porn people everyday. Its also better to fap than to watch TV all day or to Drink and Take drugs.
Today I am grateful for my wife and daughters. I am happy for a new day, new opportunities also that the sun is shining. Thankful also for a job i have.
Life is good P and M free.
I am grateful for a gift of today and opportunity to live it without addiction.
please don't kill me
Today I am doing good work for God's glory.
What are You talking about?
What do You mean?
Today I'm going to focus on my job and work hard. I need a sharp mind to do that
Today, I am giving myself permission to relax and take care of myself.
Today, I am the person I have always wanted to be.
Haha, yes. Was referring to porn. There are people who have that problem though unfortunately.
Today, I am continuing to stay busy in order to take control of porn instead of porn controlling me.
Today I'm being gracious with myself in terms of productivity.
Today I will start another journey to stop using porn because it hurts my relationships and hurts my ability to perform in bed.
Today is another chance to change my life.
Today I will walk away and do something different when I feel tempted
You dont have any ability to Perform in bed thats why you're Here. I dont have an opportunity at least with a Woman
Today I will not use porn because this is what it does to you. You work and work and work and think you'll be perfect once you get to 30 days, 45 days, 90 days, whatever. And then the pressure builds up inside you. You get bored, needy, cravy, whatever the fuck you want to call it. And it just controls you. It sucks you into a never ending hole of lust and unsatisfied desire. You keep wanting more and more and more and more and you are never satisfied. Your brain thinks it will be satisfied but it never is. Then when you relapse, your confidence is lost, your energy is lost, your mojo is lost and you know you'll have to wait another several goddamn weeks before getting it back, and then you don't even know if you can make it because you've never been past 30 days. And you look people in the eye the next day and you think, "what's the point." I can't have sex anyway. I can't feel like I enjoy human interaction anyway. I can't feel anything. I'm not motivated to do anything. God damn it. God damn it damn it damn this stupid fucking habit. I see so many guys on here saying "I will give it up today. Today is a new day," and their counter remains at 2 days. Pff. I myself have been trying to stop doing this shit for 2 years. I've been trying to give it up for two fucking years and I can't make it past a couple of weeks. Fuck me. I fucking suck. I. Suck. I'm a sucky suckster who sucks his own suckiness. Fuck. I'm so tired I don't even know how to set back my counter. I can't find the button. Lol. Fuck man, all I want to do is kick this fucking habit. All I want to do is be perfect. All I want to do is have everyone like me. All I want to do is read 1 book every day, learn a new language, have a successful dating life, work the best job in the world, and have everything. Is that too much to ask. I'm being sarcastic now. I realize I put a lot of pressure on myself. But fuck, it's hard not to. How do I keep fucking up? I set a goal to go 30+ days without PMO, and I failed again and again and again. Fuck man. God damn this shit...I don't even know what to do anymore. My choices now are A) keep jerking off and spiral into depression and nothingness B) kill myself C) come back even stronger. I think anyone reading this knows what the right thing to do is, and that's exactly what I'm going to do.