Daily Intention Thread : "Today, I am... + POSITIVE AFFIRMATION"

Today I'm grateful that I can pay salaries of my employee and also give money to my family

 

Hahahaha!!! I am an Alpha Male, mother fucker!! I am stronger than I can imagine and I will leave that thing alone.... to die.

 

Today I am the person of my dreams, living the life I always imagined I would.

 

Today i am determined to put aside things which are holding me back and causing harm to my life

 

Today I will be in control of my mind . I will hold my ground and not look back at my past.

 

I will not pmo today because I need to take control of my life

 

Hello everybody,

Introduction
I am a student of 21 years, I developed a hocd 4 months ago, before that i was really happy in my life; know i don't know who i'am and i don't like life.

Porn problem
I used to eat a lot of porn, i started at the age of 13 when a friend show me some porn videos, at my 19yo i started to go into more and more hard porn, until the day i fell into transwoman porn and it excited me i do not know why while before it was disgusting me,
Yesterday i watch porn zoophile with a man fucking a mare and it excited me and i'am shame of this, am I excited by animals ? I'd like to know who i'am because i do not know who i'am anymore, before this i was a really normal guys who is enjoying life, now i'am anxious and don't trust myself, i even think to commit suicide because i can not do anymore why all this shit excites me.
And the biggest problem is that i can't forgot this all the day i think about this why i was excited and it puts all my life in question,
I would have dreamed ofnever having seen that and being the boy I was

 

Today I made day 5 happen. I'm feeling better every day, but tonight I'm feeling the temptation to PMO. I'm not going to, however, because I want to improve myself as a person, overcome PIED, and feel better about myself.

 

Hello everybody,

Introduction
I am a student of 23 years, I developed a hocd , before that i was really happy in my life; know i don't know who i'am and i don't like life.

Porn problem
I used to eat a lot of porn, i started at the age of 13 when a friend show me some porn videos, at my 20yo i started to go into more and more hard porn, until the day i fell into transwoman porn and it excited me i do not know why while before it was disgusting me,
Yesterday i watch porn zoophile with a man fucking a mare and it excited me and i'am shame of this, am I excited by animals ? I'd like to know who i'am because i do not know who i'am anymore, before this i was a really normal guys who is enjoying life, now i'am anxious and don't trust myself, i even think to commit suicide because i can not do anymore why all this shit excites me.
And the biggest problem is that i can't forgot this all the day i think about this why i was excited and it puts all my life in question,
I would have dreamed ofnever having seen that and being the boy I was

 

Hold through this fellow! I can imagine how you feel now, but do not worry - You can turn your life around surprisingly fast! And the thoughts about that will go away aswell, if you abstain from P for some time.

What's important now is to accept what you have done, knowing it is not what defines you and knowing it will not stay that way. Go to the rebooting section, ask for tips, write a journal.

Good luck!

Today I will be productive and study, when I will get distracted I will try to focus.

 

thank you a lot for your response info let, It reassures me

God bless you

 

Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction.

 

Today I am facing my own problems.

 

Today I am relaxing in healthy ways and preparing for next week.

 

Today i will work hard into achieving my dreams

 

Its definitely problematic and Bad for the mood. Everything becomes a Burden. Porn is a sin. In catholic church... Or Masturbation also sinful. I have learned its good to resist. But how Long? Porn is Not the solution, IT IS the Problem!

 

Today I will learn!

 

Day 104/365. It's raining cats and dogs now but I'm feeling fabulous. Have an super weekend everyone.

 

Today I am joining other Christians in worshiping God.

 

Today i am as depressed as always.