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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by 2525, Sep 12, 2017.
today, i am lazy and numb
and it seems all okay
Today I had vegan spaghetti asciutta with This dried soy Protein granule
I feel pretty Well... Tough some softcore edging, also fap edging...
Just a Lot of Work, writing my Master Thesis... Training Shaolin. Tough I Always complain. Even when Going to church I think No one means it.
Today, I am not counting my problems, today, I am counting my blessings
Today I am trying to process emotions in a healthy way.
I feel depressed. But only half. Thanks freedom. One addiction for another: prison break
Today I am remembering God's Presence.
Fuck! I am on day 9. What the hell? I don't even feel it.
Today I thought About fapping, I saw a few pics and vids, but PORN TURNED ME OFF. Whaaat? Am I still the same Person today?
Then I watched an interview... Then I realised: today I am not watching porn because every female porn star is a poor and destroyed human being… they all got an issue, a reason why they would do porn. It's sociology and statistics. not free will.
Spoiler alert: don't watch even the interview... it just Shows: she didn't have a dad so she is doing porn…
Today I am going outside and reading a book.
Today I'm grateful.
You could call yourself "Arnaldo Castrato" because You are Like US all on Nofap, the greatest Shit and invention since There is Internet. Fapping to porn gives us Lust, but IT can also give US Depression, Aggression, possession. IT would be Better to have real Sex but IT IS Not Always possible. So a non violent porn or a fap with oneself in a DARK room...
I think that nonviolent porn of the 70s is better than the weird and aggressive rapist stuff with Sasha Grey This ugly person face. she Looks Like pure Shit. WE wouldnt fuck her so why did WE fap to her getting fucked by bastard losers with No Brain and Heart?
Porn Star s are devils. Except Amber Lynn and others. She is an Angel.
But I won't watch IT anyways because I dont want to by now! One day when I am old I might fap a Lot again when This Nofap Shit became obviously useless and with No granted success. I Wish I could fap again to hard porn Like a crazy animal. At 240 faps per Minute Up to 300 thats my Speed... Or simetimes faster!!!! 480 and one would have to be a Ninja sword Master to fap faster. I mastered an Art and I dont need to practice any longer. This movement I perfected....
Today i am grateful too
Today I am grateful for Love.
Today I want to fap but whyever I want to success for 100 days poor me. NoFap today.
I do know that song, it’s a good one. Yeah, more like 0.0001% better. Lol. Sweet, I’m vegan. Cleaning teaches you to take care of your surroundings and it improves self discipline.
Today I’m happy with the progress already.
Today I am spending time with friends and family.
Today, I am grateful for a relapse.
Thanks to this, I can learn where I made a mistake, what I need to improve and what to remove from my life, and become a better man
Cool, a vegan.
I should Clean more Often.
Today I am a Bit tired but Not really lured Into fapping. First I Came to hate porn I hate the industry and what it has become. Plus I decided to fap again in december the earliest with No porn... I do the reboot Phase cleanup for my Body and mind to Not watch porn again.
Today I Wish I could fap to porn but only 5 Minutes a day... Or fap without IT once in a while If I feel Like IT ....