Daily Intention Thread : "Today, I am... + POSITIVE AFFIRMATION"

Today I keep No fapping. But women dont come so the Trick dont Work for me. Shit. But at least I got more time if I dont fap. Which I waste for watching prison Break.

 

Still on prison break? Desperate times eh? .....was good though!

 

Today I will not pmo. I will keep my thoughts clean.

 

Yes of course. I Like the series. But If You Got 4 DVD boxes and visit the theatre Often, Work and other Things watching This Thing to an end can Last.

My Times are real Bad. i am addicted to stalking a Woman online who doesnt Like me. Sometimes other Chicks wrote me but I am so angry all the time that i insult Them. I am very impatient and If Someone says they wanna meet me I ask ten Times when when when. I manage to do good at Work but its Boring. Soon the university lectures are starting so I Hope that will make me happier. There is so much more to life and to consider apart from Nofap. And how are You, hood?

 

Today I will not watch porn.I told myself no more and now I'm going back home from holiday and I'm a little nervous as to how it will be not watching porn when I get home.Little worried I might relapse, but I just need to remember what the important thing is. It's to be able to stick to my word and be a better me

 

Yeh not too bad, some days going no pmo seems like the hardest, biggest thing in my life, other days it doesn't seem hard to accomplish at all. Whichever, there's always something to fight, it seems.

 

why are you on nofap? did your wife leave you or something?

 

you have spent fapping with no porn for almost one year. That's very good. Could you tell me what is the Advantage, what has improved by fapping with no porn?

 

Just when I read your post I thought about fapping to porn, and I did. The reason is this:

There is a (it seems to me) negative effect from doing nofap, no porn. I have an Angry Expression on my face. I think About my Anger and Angry Feelings. Anger can be a good Thing, but it made me afraid. Also I think pmo must Keep the Body healthy.

The positive effects include: I get along with work, no PMO, quite alright Feeling, even tough there are hard times These days from my emotions cause the Woman I love doesn't want me and ignores me since two years on the Internet.

But the best good effect was: I found a new Hobby. That is cooking, I cook a lot and try out different recipes. Very good, and learning something, and way better than PMO... cause porn, if you have fapped, would you watch it any longer than necessary? there really Nothing happens. idiots fucking. you would see that every Weekend after Partys all over the world, if you had x-ray eyes… but I think I wouldn't watch it then cause it doesn't fucking interest me. Maybe I should visit a porn set once to see how boring this is so that I won't watch it again. I thought it might help to not watch porn… But it's hard to fap with no porn whatsoever. Probably then People would have to fantasize. but I am 31 now. It's late. No women, so I don't know...

Should I Keep pushing through, Keep getting angrier and angrier inside by not fapping? At least I stayed strong for one week, which was my aim. Now I don't know how it goes on.

 

Now I fapped a second time to porn. While the first one was alright, the second makes me feel depressed cause it's addiction. If I do it once after a week, there is the chaser. The day is wasted. Now I know what makes me so sad About fapping. You get Nothing out of it, I didn't cook a great dish, I wasn't amazed at Prison Break, I wrote half an hour master Thesis in between and went to the grocery store. Pornography is a waste. Now I am Angry that I masturbated. Before I was Angry at everybody who came into my way (which probably isn't that bad)… I think porn really gets out of my life slowly… I mean, alright, I could fap once a week, but then I get the chaser, and I don't want that. I thought by myself: don't do it a second time, but I did and now I feel bad About it. I don't wanna waste kitchen paper rolls any more just to fap. I don't wanna wash my dick cause I fapped to porn… I don't wanna watch porn any more, I should live a healthy and good life… If there was no Internet, I probably would fap 1000% less and would have fucked 100% more than I did in my life. - or let me correct myself: I would fap 1000% less, I would be 100% happier no matter if I get Sex or not, and I would have became a great Hobby cook by now…

Porn really gives you Nothing, guys, it is so not worth it. It gives one a boner, and keeps up erections… But they can't hold forever. Healthy Living keeps a boner up, fapping can be done anyhow… I got a fapping to porn Crisis. Can anyone tell me what is the Right choice? To cook, instead of fapping at all? Damn...

 

Today, I will take up my obligations and tasks instead of hiding behind a laptop screen.

 

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I am so fucking sad and IT IS porn's fault. Why do I Always Fall Into the Same Trap. IT makes me feel so sad to watch IT. But i Always end Up fapping to porn.

 

Today I am not going to watch porn and instead remember that if I need to fap then I can do so without the need of porn.

 

Today I am embarked on a new phase of life. Today my life is taking a turn for the better. Today I finally took control over my mind and can finally work hard to achieve my dreams. Masturbation has kept me down for almost 7 years.

 

But thats quite Boring in the Long Run. Porn makes IT easier to fap. But IT also makes us a crying Baby full of fear and anxiety.

 

Today I will not pmo because I really need to put in the effort to quit

 

Today I am focusing on studying and forgetting about PMO, once an for all.

 

Today my temples Hurt or they seem to be Blocked Up. My Front brain changed also. I think my Brain is taking on a New Form or morphing. IT really restructures itself. If that makes Sense? Porn would only disturb my Brain self optimisation processes.

 

Today I won't watch porn, because I try it without. I try to hold through for three weeks with no PMO, or just forever going on longer than those 3 weeks. I hate the obscenity in it, and that People have sex in front of cameras. I hate the noise, I hate the daemonic never-resting attitude of never calming down, porn Action on camera is so stressful to see that I came to really hate it. It is a sexual disease - they get real ones, watchers get metaphorical brain Cancer and it gives us a low intelligence and distracted mind, no clearness whatsoever because of porn. I don't like to see bad guys fuck in reality, so why would I watch bad guys fucking in Fantasy alienated Meteor from the sky nonsense Story porn film? Those stories for the most part are non-stories, no sense, no Passion, no compassion. I don't wanna talk bad any more About singular actors, but I dislike the Industry as a whole. You are doing no Service to our world Society and to your local community. And like taxi Driver movie once said: "One day a big rain should (or will?) come to wash away all of this scum."