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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by 2525, Sep 12, 2017.
Today I make wise decisions and today I am kind.
Today I don't do porn because yesterday I experienced the after effects: Depression, sad mood afterwards, Kind of confusion, knees hurt, takes a lot of time. Then I had quite bad Sleep in my bed at night.
Fapping to porn has positive sides too: sensual pleasure, cumming feels good and fapping also, watching hot women. You build off your horniness. You are less aggressive in everyday life… so that are the positive side effects.
You said it, positive side effects, they are still side effects then. Nothing positive about PMO, just bailing out from everyday life instead of coping with it. Stay strong and never let your mind trick you into thinking there's anything positive about porn.
I experienced the negative Side of IT... And I can say the negative outweighs the positive for me. The Lust feels great, but the Depression Not so much! I try IT without.
Today I am brave.
Today I am a kind host.
So I fapped without porn but that is Double Not Worth IT. Compared to fapping to porn its not even enjoyable. My knees still Hurt and somewhere down the Line i know IT isn't the right Thing for me to do.
I will not pmo today because it only makes things worse
You are right. I fapped with no porn Yesterday. I Had a Bad nights Rest (my sleep was not relieving, relaxing). I feel a Bit sick. Fapping is Not even healthy. My mood is down!!! I Made a sufferful cry Like then angry face, mimical. Those are all after effects.
Today I won't MO because I want to sleep Well! If I MO in the Future, i Limit myself to once a week with straight Hardcore pornography. Or I resist altogether and quit with PMO. Fapping with No porn is Not an Option These days.
Today I have enough strength to keep going. Focusing on studying.
Today I realize that P does not make me happy. It makes me unhappy. And it's just my addiction making me believe I want to PMO.
Today I am fucking sad. In the Long Term Not pmo will Help me. At least i dont feel Like crying Like when after watching porn... I feel pretty good. I found a list. Quigong, Reading, writing and veganism are feel good factors. Anger, porn and stalking and unvegan Food are Depression factors... So I know what WOULD Help me. And cause i dont fap today I will Go to bed at a reasonable time and also sleep better cause i didnt fap... Fapping was Not many days ago so that was my reason for sadness. We will See...
Today I'm in control of myself
Today I am improving even more thanks to NoFap.
Today I had a short Porn Edging, but I didn't fap… tough the thought About fapping to the given material was luring and exciting, my heartrate got up, up, up, like my boner when I saw the hot Woman doing it in the preview Pictures, but I turned it off. For now. For this day. Better Sleep, better knees, better cognitive functioning with no PMO fapping. Some say fapping is bad for you, some say porn, I resist both for now.
Today I will remember NoFap and why I'm doing this.
Today I am a person that has never before existed. A person that has taken all the life experiences from my "past" and turned them into wisdom and the opportunity to decide the beliefs and behavior I want for myself in this moment. I am love. And I love all of you.
Today I am taking back control of my life!
Today I fapped to porn because I was lustful, but I should tell that a priest at a secret chamber instead of the whole Internet. I think I will never stop fapping to porn because I like the Feeling of it. A day has only 24 Hours... if a certain amount of days is over, I get horny again…
Today im not gonna watch porn. Or masturbate cuz i wanna be happy and grow myself