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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by 2525, Sep 12, 2017.
Today I am a kind host.
So I fapped without porn but that is Double Not Worth IT. Compared to fapping to porn its not even enjoyable. My knees still Hurt and somewhere down the Line i know IT isn't the right Thing for me to do.
I will not pmo today because it only makes things worse
You are right. I fapped with no porn Yesterday. I Had a Bad nights Rest (my sleep was not relieving, relaxing). I feel a Bit sick. Fapping is Not even healthy. My mood is down!!! I Made a sufferful cry Like then angry face, mimical. Those are all after effects.
Today I won't MO because I want to sleep Well! If I MO in the Future, i Limit myself to once a week with straight Hardcore pornography. Or I resist altogether and quit with PMO. Fapping with No porn is Not an Option These days.
Today I have enough strength to keep going. Focusing on studying.
Today I realize that P does not make me happy. It makes me unhappy. And it's just my addiction making me believe I want to PMO.
Today I am fucking sad. In the Long Term Not pmo will Help me. At least i dont feel Like crying Like when after watching porn... I feel pretty good. I found a list. Quigong, Reading, writing and veganism are feel good factors. Anger, porn and stalking and unvegan Food are Depression factors... So I know what WOULD Help me. And cause i dont fap today I will Go to bed at a reasonable time and also sleep better cause i didnt fap... Fapping was Not many days ago so that was my reason for sadness. We will See...
Today I'm in control of myself
Today I am improving even more thanks to NoFap.
Today I had a short Porn Edging, but I didn't fap… tough the thought About fapping to the given material was luring and exciting, my heartrate got up, up, up, like my boner when I saw the hot Woman doing it in the preview Pictures, but I turned it off. For now. For this day. Better Sleep, better knees, better cognitive functioning with no PMO fapping. Some say fapping is bad for you, some say porn, I resist both for now.
Today I will remember NoFap and why I'm doing this.
Today I am a person that has never before existed. A person that has taken all the life experiences from my "past" and turned them into wisdom and the opportunity to decide the beliefs and behavior I want for myself in this moment. I am love. And I love all of you.
Today I am taking back control of my life!
Today I fapped to porn because I was lustful, but I should tell that a priest at a secret chamber instead of the whole Internet. I think I will never stop fapping to porn because I like the Feeling of it. A day has only 24 Hours... if a certain amount of days is over, I get horny again…
Today im not gonna watch porn. Or masturbate cuz i wanna be happy and grow myself
Today I will not watch porn because I want to become a better man who respect girls and live a addiction free life. The day I stop from porn addiction permanently then that day is the most beautiful day of my life...
I will not watch porn today because I know in my heart that my life would be a whole lot better without it
Today I will not watch P because I just realize I've been unhappy since I started with P 13 years ago.
from now. I will not watch porn because it harmful more than (m)
Today I am stronger than ever thanks to NoFap.