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Damn it!!! :(

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by vheissu26, Sep 23, 2014.

  1. vheissu26

    vheissu26 Fapstronaut

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    Just over three days!? Is that really all I can manage?!! D:

    I deleted all my porn and was getting serious withdrawals. Instagram was my downfall. :( I found so many hot images of chicks on there and then before I knew it I was edging (I allow this within moderation perhaps I shouldn't) and then just like that nearly four days hard work down the drain.

    I felt so ashamed and disappointed in myself. Thought I had better self control than this!! Usually my record in the past has been two weeks or so but that's whilst on holiday without access to the internet. Seems when my computer is within reach I last far less.

    I felt so good without the addiction too!! I genuinely felt more horny than ever and was checking out girls on the street like mad. Felt a change in energy levels, concentration- even got more sleep.

    I won't let this beat me!! Going for a hundred days starting from now (maybe I should lower my target if I suffer another relapse)

    Never knew relapsing would suck this much.
     
  2. IGY

    IGY Guest

  3. Z_the_B

    Z_the_B Guest

    I don't offer you any sympathies. You failed.
    A relapse is a failure. And quitting porn is more than just quitting porn. Its quitting that mindset and the way you think and a lot more.
    We ll do this together.
    Pmo is not an option.
    You can do it. Do whatever it takes to not relapse. Identify the small missteps and take measures and no more objectification and sexual thoughts. Get strict.
    Get the eye of the tiger lol .
    Best of luck.my suggestion would be to remember this pathetic relapse feeling throughout your reboot and associating pmo with the worst memories in your life. Like the actions you took and the consequences you faced.
    Stay strong and focused. :)
     
  4. NoJunk

    NoJunk Fapstronaut

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    I relapsed too... After 5 days. My best so far is 19 days without PMO. Guess I just have to start again. Damn this is annoying!
     
  5. ADC

    ADC Fapstronaut

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    I higly recommend NOT to edge. I don't allow myself to do that, and I'm doing a "great" job (day 51). I'm sure I couldn't control myself if I had to edge, and would relapse instantly.

    I would also recommend you to stop with this "X days challenge". I'm sure you feel tempted to relapse when you come close to those X days, or when you beat this challenge. Just understand that you're stopping PMO forever.

    Be strong, next time you can make it. You just have to say to yourself "I'M QUITTING THIS FOREVER". There's no "once I've made it to those 90 days I'll be rebooted, so a nice fap won't kill me, right ?".
     

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