Dating older women?

Hello guys

Needles to say, my favorite porn category was milfs. I always liked older women, their looks, the way they talk and live their life. I always felt comfortable in company of woman in her 30-40 and I believe they liked me too.
I met this woman recently, on a chatting app in my country. She was talking to me like she was texting her son or whatever. But when she found out I am not a boy" and actually how mature I am, she liked it and by that time, our conversation was more personal.

Meanwhile I was talking to girl in my age (22) and compared it to the conversation with that older woman (40).

I found out how nice and pleasant is talking to her and how she attracts me more than girls in my age, I just see them as dubm kids. Older women has some kind of magic inside, which young girls havent

I never had problems with girls, I have loving family and everything is just fine.

So why is this happening? Shouldnt I be attracted to girls of my age?

 

Well, I am going on date with 40 year old woman tomorrow...so..yeah. It'll be fun I guess . Wish me luck

 

update:

We had a call before our meeting, just to confirm where and when. But then she start talking: Are you sure? Won't you be stressed? We can cancel if you want and so on.

After that I realized she is saying this, because she's not really into it. So after the call, I just messaged her I understand her feelings and if she's not feeling it, I'm totally ok to cancel it. (Tbh our date idea was kind of sudden and impulsive, so maybe she got scared (= she realized), and she hoped I will cancel it first.)

I think she liked the feeling of being attractive for young man, all the nice words and so, but that's it.

She replied "we don't know each other" and "We are probably both looking for something different."

So I told her the thing I looked for was to meet her and to know her, but what she is looking for is unkown for me.

All of the sudden, she replied: "Ok, so let's meet."

At this point, I just lost my interest and told her I wanted to meet her because I find her nice and to spend a good day with her, not because to fulfill some sudden plan at all cost.

She then wrote me when she is free and when she is busy so I can contact her.

I told her I appreciate her interest but I am looking for someone with stable opinion.


Am I mad at her? No.
Am I mad at myself? No.
Am I disappointed? Still no.

I am actually thankful it ended like this. Why? It helped me to accept my decisions and not to regret the bad ones. (more in reply to Rick C-137)
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You are right, it's more about her interests, not age, the key is maturity. I thought all older women are more stable and know what they want (I took it as an unwritten rule you can apply to any older woman)
I find young girls attractive, I also find older women attractive, so my tase in women is still same.

One of things that changed during my journey is perception of woman in general. I don't see them as "oh, she is too old, I should not date her." but more as "Is she interesting? Is she nice? Is she attractive?" And if I like her, it's all about me, not friends, or family who would think I am freak.

So I guess nofap learned me to stop give a shit and start doing what I want. I realized it's all in your hands. Talking to older woman taught me I have full control of my life. It boosted my confidence in all aspects, not only dating. If you want to achieve something, go ahead and try. It won't be always successful but experience makes the path. I gained an experience I can apply later in my life.