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Day 1.... again

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by Deleted Account, Sep 7, 2020.

  1. Sep 7, 2020 #1
    Deleted Account

    Deleted Account Guest

    Welp, it happened. 16 days in, and a sleepless night at 2am got the best of me. I ended up feeling myself and next thing I know I'm getting super aroused just from light stroking, no oil, just my bare hands. Cum all over my stomach, must've lasted less than 2 minutes, but it was so dang good. I felt weird because usually when I relapse, I feel guilt and shame, but this time it was like a huge relief of tension from my body. I felt lighter, more relaxed, could breathe better, and my mind felt clear. I was able to sleep afterwards. I consider it a reset, but I will reset the counter.
     
    Deleted Account, Sep 7, 2020
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  2. Sep 7, 2020 #2
    ctjohn

    ctjohn Fapstronaut

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    I know we all need to choose our own goal. With me it is strictly no porn; however, I haven't masturbated a day or two more than I've gone no porn. Personally, my concern with masturbating is the high likelihood of it leading to porn. Don't get down on yourself. Take the next step forward.
     
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  3. Sep 7, 2020 #3
    Deleted Account

    Deleted Account Guest

    Hey it happens to me also when i break a relatively long streak. Your mind is calmed cuz the urge is gone and you feel relaxed but its a trap actually because you feel you've been "cured".
     
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