Been having this fetish for muscular girls and female athletes bodybuilders for almost 3 years.
Which turned into a compulsive sexual behavior and into a very unhealthy obsession. Which lead me to mastrubate some days 5 times a day to instagram female bodybuilders
It took over my whole life i been anti social asf
Quit caring about dating.
I got desensitized to regular girls and it been letting me feel so tired and lethargic and having no motivation for anything that even the little things takes alot of energy.
And i’m close to getting ED
I can’t get hard with regular women anymore except if she starts giving me ( TRIGGER ALERT ) a blowjob.
I only can get boners when i’m having sex with a female bodybuilder ( which happened once but was a hired escort )
And i started getting delayed ejaculation and because messed up all my nerves
I can’t keep living like this anymore
Yesterday i said it’s enough!
Today i’m taking my life back and stopping mastrubating unfollowed all those muscular girls on instagram and starting my journey.
And called with my doc today and doc gonna send me to a specialist for sex addictions
Which turned into a compulsive sexual behavior and into a very unhealthy obsession. Which lead me to mastrubate some days 5 times a day to instagram female bodybuilders
It took over my whole life i been anti social asf
Quit caring about dating.
I got desensitized to regular girls and it been letting me feel so tired and lethargic and having no motivation for anything that even the little things takes alot of energy.
And i’m close to getting ED
I can’t get hard with regular women anymore except if she starts giving me ( TRIGGER ALERT ) a blowjob.
I only can get boners when i’m having sex with a female bodybuilder ( which happened once but was a hired escort )
And i started getting delayed ejaculation and because messed up all my nerves
I can’t keep living like this anymore
Yesterday i said it’s enough!
Today i’m taking my life back and stopping mastrubating unfollowed all those muscular girls on instagram and starting my journey.
And called with my doc today and doc gonna send me to a specialist for sex addictions