Day 1(ish)

So I decided to start again because I lost count of days I was on and I forgot to post a thread.

Hello my name is Rick. I have been watching porn since I was 12-13. To me this a long time a I wish to control my sexual urges to fap and watch porn then fap. My goal is to go as long as possible without watching and without fapping without porn. I always feel guilty when I do either activity. Everyday I will post a thread about if I had the urge or not. I have this weird feeling that because I fap a lot and watch porn, luck is striking me out with getting a girlfriend because heavens know I can talk to girls and apparently I'm cute enough too (wow I felt really egotistical which I have never showed that trait). Maybe this site is God's answer to prayers on helping me stop watching porn and reduce the amount of time I fap.