Alright so here's my scene. Everyone has their own trigger moments that cause them to watch P and indulge in the M. Mine is taking my phone with me to the bathroom in the morning or whenever I go to take a shit. Did I say that right? Lol anyways so thats my trigger moment and I've had enough and I had earlier posted that I need to quit the crap and I had enough of the day 1 no PM day 2 do it day 3 edge day 4 do it again and so on. So yesterday I read a couple of posts on google and how bad P is and I realised how fake and the shit load of lies P has in store for people. I had read a post earlier that was posted by a P director himself and I learnt that there is no such thing as monster penises and its all drugs n blue pills and the pain most women endure when those huge long shlongs penetrate their vaginas or anuses. Fake tits and P really messes up the idea of how beautiful sex actually is and it just poisons the beauty of it. P looks good only for the camera but not for those two or multiple performers. I mean I dont see the woman all aroused.. too much BJs but less time spent on arousing the woman.. few seconds on her breasts and few seconds down town and then its just thrusting. I also discovered that they do take breaks in between shooting to give the actors breaks. So realising all this and knowing that I OWE My Love to My Woman who loves me so much, I quit PM and I did not take my dang phone to the bathroom this morning. I'm feeling so happy right now and I need to pray and stay strong.