Day 1 towards a better life

I am tired of being controlled by my compulsions. Its already ruined every romantic relationship I have ever had and destroyed my mental and sexual health. I was in denial and kept watching pornography. But now I know that I can resist,recover and overcome.
I know it will not be easy, so that's why I made this account. Every time I feel an urge or compulsion, I will post here. And maybe that will help me overcome it.
Problems I face: Decreased Sex drive

Softer erections
lethargy
insecurity
Lack of focus
decreased motivation
loneliness
Inability to maintain healthy relationships​

I want to go the rest of my life without fapping, but first I want to go 180 days, hardcore. Hopefully by then, I will have addressed these issues in my life, and those 180 days will lead to a lifetime of healthy relationships and no masturbation.