Ares_Eveningshade
New Fapstronaut
Hey Guys,
I am Ares and this is my first day here. I don't have a addiction to porn But i addicted to masturbating.I have been this way since i was in really young. Back then i had problems sleeping and a friend of mine told me about this cool thing you do with your dick that exhausts you while making it longer.
I tried it out once when i was about to sleep. Didn't notice much of a difference, so i did it again, and Again, until the little insomniac in me was exhausted and my eyes shut hard. Back then i was too young for ejaculations, the most that ever came out was a lil bit of transparent fluid, which might have come out once in a while or so.
This developed into a habit without which i found hard to sleep. Now i am 20 years old, It has been 11 years since i started this and i think now its time i get rid of this addiction.
I have stopped doing it several times before today, but whenever i get stressed, i relapse. It has slowly moved from becoming my exhausting budy to something that can take the stress away. Which is all good and well, But i do it too many times, and since i have been doing it for such a long time, amongst other things, i have somewhat of a really weak body.
So i am hear, to challenge myself to become the best version of myself. One of the steps is complete control over what i do. Which means i should do this unless i want to. Not because i feel like doing it.
Since i haven't tried stopping for a while now, i will start with baby step targets and gradually move up until i reach a point that i can safely say that it isn't a habit anymore.
I am Ares and this is my first day here. I don't have a addiction to porn But i addicted to masturbating.I have been this way since i was in really young. Back then i had problems sleeping and a friend of mine told me about this cool thing you do with your dick that exhausts you while making it longer.
I tried it out once when i was about to sleep. Didn't notice much of a difference, so i did it again, and Again, until the little insomniac in me was exhausted and my eyes shut hard. Back then i was too young for ejaculations, the most that ever came out was a lil bit of transparent fluid, which might have come out once in a while or so.
This developed into a habit without which i found hard to sleep. Now i am 20 years old, It has been 11 years since i started this and i think now its time i get rid of this addiction.
I have stopped doing it several times before today, but whenever i get stressed, i relapse. It has slowly moved from becoming my exhausting budy to something that can take the stress away. Which is all good and well, But i do it too many times, and since i have been doing it for such a long time, amongst other things, i have somewhat of a really weak body.
So i am hear, to challenge myself to become the best version of myself. One of the steps is complete control over what i do. Which means i should do this unless i want to. Not because i feel like doing it.
Since i haven't tried stopping for a while now, i will start with baby step targets and gradually move up until i reach a point that i can safely say that it isn't a habit anymore.