day 1

well, i lasted 13 days and then went back for more brain meds. wanked 3 times. but last night i had a dream that woke me up at 1 am. i dreamed i was woken up by some sort of wake up service. like in a hotel so i dont miss a flight. anyway, there was a knock on my door. i holler out "im awake" and the waker goes on to awaken others. nice one huh ? : ) so here i am on jan. 1st to catch this wave of new years resolutionists. i choose to retain my sobriety today. i return. hope to go past lucky 13 this time. thank you for being here/now with me. i luvs ya. : )