hello, I come here out of desperation to find my way back to a normal life. A life that isn’t controlled by PMO and extreme edging. I am 52 married to a gorgeous lady with three kids who enjoys sex and intimacy. Sadly I waste or time together and my life by constantly look for a chance to watch porn and get a edging session in. I can’t look at a women without very perverse thoughts. My edging can be Private or public it doesn’t matter. The thrill of a semi public place just adds to it. I am scared I can’t find my way back all I think about is PMO and the high I get. I am a addict and need help. Thank you.