Day 1

Hi

After watching a TEDx talk about porn addiction (The great porn experiment if anybody is interested) I recognized some symptoms, and I decided to join you. Thought about having one last fap before I started, but that would've been giving in to the addiction before I even started.

My starting goal is 30+ days without any porn, preferably without masturbation aswell. Unfortunately I know that the blue ball phase really hurts for me, and I really do not like the person I become during that phase, so I may wean myself off over a few weeks...no masturbation outside of the blue ball phase though.

Currently I am encrypting my porn collection...I know the tips say to delete it, but I do not believe that would help me. Its far too easy to get more...having it at my fingertips, but having to decrypt it with the password "nofap" will serve as a reminder. It may stop me when I get weak. (Damn, I already know that Future-Me is going to hate Me).

Wish me willpower!