Oh man I am on day 10. Thank you Lord! These past few days I've made much progress with my resistance. Every urge I cut off before I get to a danger point where I'll have to start from scratch. Last night was my hardest night to resist. The urges were so strong they woke me up. I had a choice to make on my bed... cave in or get up. I got up and took a really cold shower and declared victory in Jesus name. Today I am very much tempted to look at women in bikinis. My brain seems okay with not going on p sites or looking at hardcore material. However I am very sensitive and just a little skin gets my hormones crazy. So my mind is going 360 trying to justify searches that will link me to p subs or anything with skin... women in Bikinis will definitely do it. I am fighting this with all my might and as I type out my emotions and thoughts I feel relief and through this I declare victory in Jesus name. Speak those things as though they were, right? I WILL NOT cave in! There is power in the name of Jesus to brake every chain! No weapon formed against me shall prosper! In His name I will trample on every scorpion (p image/thought) and snake (m&o)! Please pray for me. All things are possible with God!
