Day 10

This got longer then I planned but if you’re new and struggling and need motivation this might help.

So I’m on day 10 of my reboot and I figured I’d throw up a post because I’m proud of myself and maybe it will motivate somebody who is just beginning as well.

So I decided to do Nofap because I have PIED which (obviously) was caused by my porn habits. I honestly thought I had full on ED at 25. I mean I can laugh now knowing it’s PIED but no joke I was depressed as hell and lost ATON of self esteem b/c of it. It’s one of the many dumb reason I broke up with my GF. Some of those other reasons I had no clue were because of my addiction to PMO. I just thought I was the way I was and I was doomed for life.SMH SMH. I didn’t know how much porn has effected my life until I found this site. This site has seriously given me so much hope that my life can be different.

But anyways got side tracked. It’s been 10 days and my friend downstairs has been the most active he has been in MONTHS. I get about 3/10 erection but that’s better than the lousy -10/10 I was getting 10 days ago. I have read that some people don’t look at anything triggering or even think of sex and it helps a ton but I am still seeing girls on Instagram but I’m not going out of my way to jump into a rabbit hole of Instagram models. So that’s progress. Rome wasn’t built in a day.

I hear that chessy ass line on this site everyday I love it.

My moods have still been the same. I’m a high anxiety person especially lately.Low self esteem and all the cool stuff that comes with that superpower. But I have felt a little bit more boost in my confidence. I have pretty bad social anxiety. Like BAD. And I’m sure my PMO addiction has a little bit to do with it. But the last two days or so I have had more confidence in social situations. Not a ton but more. I feel like I have this high pitched voice and I have been joked about because of it. Never really offended me but I feel like my voice has gotten deeper. I could basically do chocolate rain now. Progress.

I have also been more attracted to girls. I am straight and have always been attracted to girls but I haven’t felt this attraction in a few years. I do have social anxiety so talking to chicks has been no bueno. Zero confidence or motivation. I basically used to run away from chicks. but lately I am actually in my head thinking “I should go talk to her”. I’ve never told myself that. Progress.

So that’s my ten day update. I’m no where close to my goals and I still have a LONG road ahead of me but I’m super glad with my tiny progress so far and it motivates me to keep going and I hope it motivates you.

PEACE