Feeling much better and sometimes feels I have left the addiction behind but I like the idea of "once an addict, always an addict" attitude at life now. I saw many guys here who fall right after they reached their 90 days goals and I had a couple of days when I almost fell but somehow survived. It's very important to stay vigilant no matter what you are on and never get carried away by the number of days you have gone without pmo. The gun is always pointed at us and it only takes a bad day to pull the trigger. I can't mention all the benefits I got as they are too many to count but all I can say is that all the pain is worth, no matter how tough it seems or the mind make it seems, you will only realize that in the end. Keep Fighting and good luck!