DAY 19 HARDMODE NO PMO

Its been easy-WHY? I'm ill and have a bowel disease( I can still fap a lot and fap like 4-5 times a day, but maybe this has kind of slowed me down). But before this streak I was fapping a lot. And I do get urges sometimes and I have to fight them off- mentally and phys8ically It can drain you this way. Now for some reason I've just stopped fapping. I dont have a flat line phase yet because I get turned on at college or when I go outside by any good looking girl and get hard a bit. I realized in order to get where I want to in life I need to cut out PMO and let myself ride the wave. Semen retention helps. My skin looks better a lot. Girls have been eyeing me. But I wont be making moves. I'm more interested in my semen retention and getting money and getting to where I want in life. Dont really feel any other benefit other than better skin and wanting to work to achieve my life goals.When will I get more benefits? Im finding this reboot boring. I want to watch porn and fap. But I will battle the urge.
I WILL ANSWER ANY QUESTIONS? ASK ME ANYTHING?