DAY 2 CONQUERED

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Victory16, Jul 27, 2016.

  1. Victory16

    Victory16 Fapstronaut

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    I must say, today was really tough. The battle was in my mind. I swear I could hear my head saying, " Do it, don't do it". At a point I thought I was going to relapse but thank goodness I didn't. Well I know tomorrow is going to get real tough, I just have to be mentally prepared because the battle really takes place in the mind.
     
  2. Luke Porter

    Luke Porter Fapstronaut

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    Did you not touch it at all?
    I cannot get past day two.
     
  3. Victory16

    Victory16 Fapstronaut

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  4. cstguy

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    Hey...Well I made it to July 18th which put me at 15 days No PMO and then a relapse. Yikes, I wasn't even looking for porn, my smart phone APP rejected any attempts to access it...dam..it was a you tube segment that unhinged me. I refuse to deal in shame, this is a tricky process when one deals in lust and loneliness at the same time along with the vast wasteland of images surrounding you on the internet. If one has to look on the bright side, I felt calmer and even felt that my response to arousal had improved so I have hope in that sense. This is tough and takes real focus.

    It took me a few days to admit that I have to start over. but I need to. I am trying to eliminate more "trap doors" in my way to success.
    CSTGUY
     
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