Day 21..My first real weak moment

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Mohamedabubaker

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Last night I had my first panic moment! This is the first time that I had the urge to M in this challenge. There is this girl that I have a crush on, yesterday I had some sort of date with her, I am Muslim so premarital sex is not an option. I woke up 3 am and there is when I stated fantasizing about being with her, etc.......I haven't really thought about M though. But I got this sexual energy that I don't know how to do with it. Turns out, that's one of my triggers. I don't know, should I stop seeing her, and hold for a while on dating, until I have completed my challenge, or what should I do?.....

I am on a whole year challenge and to be honest, I don't think that I would ever come back to PMO, I know I am only 3 weeks sober, but I really see the difference. Before starting the challenge I was reading success stories, and I say to myself these guys exaggerating about the benefits of leaving this disgusting habits. Now I know that's all true!

I am not that great with writing and English is not my first language, so please excuse my grammar mistakes and the terrible writing.

Any advice? I know my situation is confusing and a little bit different....
I hope the best to all...
 
I think you should see her but in moderation. So don't go out too many times. Like maybe 1 ir 2 times a month.
You can do this! Don't give up!!
 
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