Day 21 Watched 5 Minutes Of Porn

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by BigO, Nov 17, 2017.

Reset

  1. Yes

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  2. No

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  3. Add extra days

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  1. BigO

    BigO Fapstronaut

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    Hello guys, today on my 21st day of nofap and my first nofap streak I was meditating for 5 minutes which was a 4 day streak so far and I had the unstoppable urge to check if the pornstar Brandi love had any new porn scenes so I couldn't resist no matter how hard I meditated or tried thinking other wise. So I googled her and watched one of her new scenes for 3 minutes before coming to my self and forcing my self of and jumping in shower.

    I would also like to mention that this nofap journey has not made any major benefits for me other than making me far hornier and actively looking for sex. I'm still extremely self aware and shy with constant envy towards people better.

    Do you guys think I should reset or just take the experience to the mind and not do it again without resetting, because I doubt I would reach day 21 again if I resetted.
     
  2. DerNeuMann

    DerNeuMann Fapstronaut

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    You can help yourself the most by trying to keep busy doing some other things. Why would you need to go online and check to see if there are new scenes by someone you don't want to watch anymore? Isn't there anything else you can do like go outside and walk or go to a workout gym or something? A movie theater?
     
  3. SLINGBLADE247

    SLINGBLADE247 Fapstronaut

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    I wouldn't reset but when you meditate breath in the things you want in life and breath out the toxic things in your life like that porn star. It will be like foreshadowing of getting rid of the bad and bringing in the good. When you are done start working for the things you truly want
     
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  4. You did well getting out of the activity quickly. Suggest leave this relapse behind with no regret and forget Branding! Not easy, I know. We all probably have favourite characters or scenes. Maybe worth thinking or talking why you hadon't that particular fascination
     
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  5. RoyalShergill

    RoyalShergill Fapstronaut

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    i m saying you this is little reset Today you watch porn maybe tomorrow you masturbate so i voted yes COZ of now you watch 5 min of shit i didn't say you wrong but in my opinion this is relapse
     

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