Day 27 almost there to 30 but its getting rough!

my longest streak was 16 I relapsed and came right back again now 27 days so everyday after my 16th day again is a new record. Its been a battle....my 25th day was just insane, laid in bed shaking, brain was begging me to fap for dear life but I resisted by using brute sheer willpower and it wasn't fun it all. 10 years of porn is life shattering nearly almost ended me... now that I'm breaking the cycle my personality is changing I'm more quiet than ever, more concerned about people feelings my emotions are coming back very strong, mind is much sharper and I'm more aware of my surroundings. I have a job and people are saying something is different about me. For the past few days its been bleak working at publix while literary marching my way through this addiction is hell...but I'm gonna do whatever takes even if I made a recent mistake I won't take it on myself and relapse. Sometimes life can beat you up but you must fight back or it will beat you down permanently. Once I reach 30 days for the first time ever nothing wont stop me and I'm gonna change my whole life around after this and I encourage every MAN to do the same. YOU MUST FIGHT ON!