I'm on day 3 today and i'm struggling. Everything in me is telling me to look at something sexual, something that will leave me aroused and stimulated. Its always day 3 that hits me hard. My mind is thinking of every excuse to make me say fuck it and watch porn. I get thoughts like, "If you slip today its ok, you can always start over tomorrow." Its always the same old story. My whole body is itching. I can feel it from underneath my skin, from head to toe, its consuming my body. Its so easy to just give in. When climbing a mountain, its easier to let go and fall than to keep climbing. I'm tired of falling, I'm going to keep climbing.