So 90 days ! 90 mada fcking girls ! Ops I mean days. Jeez thinking about girls again, I should think about Jesus. All credits for my success goes to God. He made it easy for me by making first months of summer cold and rainy so less raging hormones in cold weather and less eye candy - less girls with exposed booty. Currently sitting on a flat line and thing it will stay that way cause body is asleep - got used to not using sexual energy so maybe thats why sexual energy is not produced anymore. Whats really cool about these 90 days that I did it without wet dreams. But it seems like theres more sexual dreams lately. One dream even felt so good that I was surprised it wasnt wet dream cause felt really good. Also I seen a dream last night that I relapsed and was thinking - "damn it wasnt worth it, I lost my streak at 89 days." LOL good to be clean after all. Anyway I feel like I need to take extra care of my heart because not having sex too and sex is twice a week is more healthy to heart than once a month. Besides sleeping much less too because having more energy so thats not good for heart too. What really helps heart is fatty fish like salmon(because of omega 3 fat acids and other stuff) I ordered Cod liver oil capsules from bulkpowders,com because using them daily in the moornings makes diference - helps feel better since theres a lot of healthy stuff for heart in it just like in fish and fish oil. Superpowers? I look super cool and sexy now. Looking younger too. So yeah great looks is my reward. And my voice sounds deeper and cooler now. Feel more in control of my life now. Making friends seems easier and girls been looking at me more. I dont feel invisible to girls anymore. My walk is cooler too, the way I walk is more composed and masculine or at least I feel like it.