Day 42 (relapsed)

Hi fellow nofappers

I know its a real let down personally i take responsibility because i lacked the discipline which lead to me relapsing twice this morning, as some of you may know i was having a issue these past few days with relentless sexual thoughts popping in my mind especially whilst i was in bed, after relapsing this morning i feel really disgusted with my self and pathetic, and my energy has just gone down, seriously guys sexual energy really is at the very least a vital life energy because i went from feeling rather buzzing to just very little motivation to get up and do my daily routines. Anyway im not giving up on my reboot and im going to come back not twice but ten times stronger than ever, one of the reasons being is that after relapsing i realised particularly after this long streak that masturbating to a gadget with pixels is just plane right sad and wrong and makes you a total loser, i dont say that to be horible but to be true and inspiring dont believe me just look at the side effects of PMO. Anyway i think being discipline will help in me not relapseing again.

Thanks for reading
Reboot positive !!!!!!!!!!!!!