This might be a weird confession but I know it's a problem. I was addictive to watching hentai of a certain anime character and it wasn't recently when I realized that I was doing it at least once a day and it had been going on since 2014. I tried nofap before but I relapsed many times but now. I'm currently on my 5th day of nofap. It hasn't been hard but I'm just having thoughts of what new video of porn was uploaded or image of the anime character. This is currently my longest without fapping or watching porn. I don't want to relapse because I know it's gonna be frustrating to start over again. I know I can keep going without watching hentai but the thought of a new image being uploaded gets me curious. Anyone have advice? also I currently in the flatline stage. I'm trying to keep clean untill July to see if there's any change in me.