Day 7 i will keep going !!!

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by StillAWarrior, Jul 24, 2018.

  1. StillAWarrior

    StillAWarrior Fapstronaut

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    Hey my name is George

    -Been watching porn 10 years POM every single day for all the years some times 3 times a day

    -2-3 years addicted to Transexual porn HOCD thoughts and feeling horrible right after

    -Haven't been with a girl in 2 years because im afraid of my PIED

    -I finally took the step to quit and start #nofap but i have very much doubts if i will get ever back to normal due heavy exposure to porn so many years, and been addicted to Trans porn

    -Im with a girl in a long distance relashionship and i will meet her in 40 days, its too short to try and make love with her and be with her ?

    -Bonus question , She likes Phone Sex too much and she tries to do it but i avoid it because im on hard mode and i want to keep it sane

    -I can't get it up even when i MO without porn, only when i think about shemales i get erect

    -I feel horrible...
     
  2. I'm not sure that is enough time for you to be able do have things go the way you would like when she arrives.
    Does she know about your problem? I would think you should talk with her now before she comes and before it is even close to her coming so you can both decide on how to best handle this.
    If she arrives and nothing is working out how you hoped it could turn into quite a mess.
     
  3. StillAWarrior

    StillAWarrior Fapstronaut

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    Well arrive...i always do this 2 years now.. i avoid girls because im anxious of not performing...and i slip again into POM and Transexual PO... I never abstained from Po so many days NEVER, so i feel positive about being extremely horny, pretty much all of the times i could get erect only by kissing a girl.. even my horrible addiction... But i appreciate your answer...i think i can't tell her about me being addicted to porn... i not even think about telling any girl about my Tranny addiction, i feel very guilty and ashamed
     

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