today was uneventfull, It started off great but degraded slowly, I finished my little drawing and it turned out great! I worked out a bit like I promised myself and then went for a walk, but I spent most of my other free time trying to draw eyes without any good outcome and watching youtube vids + playes a few games. At the end of the day I felt unmotivated and a little depressed, idk why but at this point im not surprised. I kinda feel beat and useless at the same time. I wish I could find a better way to learn how to draw instead of just drawing blindfolded. I had a call with a friend and he kept insisting I should get a gf, which I dont want for a lot of reasons. well now I feel sad about not having one even tho I dont want one... oh well, what can I do anyways... happy new year to you!!
