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Dead pornstars

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Deleted Account, Sep 26, 2019.

  1. Feeling depressed after a PMO binge, I was back in the real world, bored and ashamed. I did an online search for a list of dead pornstars and found that a few of my 'favourite' or most searched for pornstars (born in the late 80's / early 90's) have died.

    Whether their death is fact or not, it was quite a shock to read this. The majority seem to die from suicide or substance abuse. Anyway, there was one pornstar I was addicted to for a few years and fapped to the day before I realised she has been dead since 2016 and it made me feel rather disgusted with myself. I haven't searched for porn since that moment for a few weeks now so I suppose it's a good thing I found out. It has made me not want to escape reality for fantasy anymore.
     
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  2. captainteemo

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    This life is short make something out of it so people can remember your awesome work you left bihind you or your good self
     
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  3. skaterdrew

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    I wouldn't worry about it. There's nothing you can do if you fapped to a pornstar in the past who is now dead.

    What's worse is if you still fap to videos of a pornstar knowing she is dead. I remember having a conversation about that with someone, and they said they would still fap to them even though they're now dead. I couldn't do that. I think that's sick and creepy tbh.
     
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  4. fredisthebes

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    We can't change what we have done in the past, so no need to worry about that. But we shouldn't contribute to an industry that causes (or at least contributes) to young women becoming drug addicts, or pushes them until they commit suicide.
     
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  5. skaterdrew

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    A lot of those women are high on drugs and alcohol in the porn scenes.
     
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  6. romeolima

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    The lives of these so called stars in one of the key reasons that I wanted to get porn out of my life. I find the industry morally questionable and to see it here in such stark terms highlights that.

    Whilst I'm happy to watch video of some of my favourite performers I do so from a point of admiration, I would never get to see these performers live but that doesn't mean I can't enjoy them.

    I don't find this equates to masturbating over a porn star who's life came to an untimely end most likely because of the work the very scenes I was watching.
     
  7. skaterdrew

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    I think a lot of them do it for years and after all that content is out there on the internet forever years later they sort of think to them selves what have I done.

    It probably seemed like a good idea at the time with the amount of the money they were making and they maybe even somewhat liked the fame side of it. But years later I think a lot of these stars come to their senses and realise how crazy they have been.

    You might also even get scenarios where some want to stop, but they will think well all that content is out there now anyway and can't be undone, so might as well continue and make more money. I think some pornstars might find them self in this situation also.
     
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  8. It can be a vicious cycle for both the performers and consumers to break out of. I hope you get the strength to do what's right.
     
  9. romeolima

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    I agree it's not just death, I have seen a number of interviews with former pornstars and having listened to some of their experiences I avoided their scenes. I realise now as I seek to get completely porn free that that was just daft, I couldn't look up every star and I watched to see if they regretted it later.

    Furthermore the reams of amateur stuff that's out there where you have no idea whether the "star" had any idea that it would be published to the internet where it will exist in perpetuity for anyone or anyone to use.
     
  10. skaterdrew

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    I also remember seeing this talk show one time years ago and a porn star was on it, and this doctor on the talk show said many of these women could get to a point they will no longer be able to hold in their own shit. Because the amount of anal sex they were having. I don't know how true this is.

    But back then it wasn't as extreme as today. Have you got any idea the things they're doing now? It wouldn't surprise me if there was porn stars that got to the point they couldn't hold in their own shit
     

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