I’ve had an issue with porn since 1991. Never been able to quit. I’ve actually moved away from videos in recent years which has been positive I think. Unfortunately, I use dating sites like Plentyoffish to chat with women. I also look at webcam models. I’ve been able to abstain for longer period. I used to be a 4 time a day, no sleep guy. Now I can limit everything to the weekend. Sometimes I even skip weekends. My mom passed away recently. My life is so empty. Weekends don’t matter. Dinner doesn’t matter. Watching movies or sports doesn’t matter. I’d spent so much time with mom I have trouble without her. I can feel the urge to visit the websites. I feel the need for that momentary rush. I just want to be numb. I am trying but usually after about 11 days , I feel awful and give in. I’m at 7 now and came here to share my story. Maybe someone can relate.