It is truth that dealing with adictions is such a difficult thing, I think we all know that... I´ve been dealing with PMO since I was 9 years old. Today I´m 17 and 2 years ago I told my girlfriend (who wich i´ve been dating for 4 years) that i had this addiction... As the kind and amazing person that she is, she supported and understood me...she made a lot of things for me, she holded me when I cryed and she was just there when I needed someone. The truth is that she has always loved me more than I can love her...she has a pretty big heart...and I broke it... On one point of quarintine...p.rn stop being enought to deal with my problems...so one day I started to make s.x video calls...being on my relationship... I never told her anything..I told her 6 monts after the first time I started...and I promise myself I never do it again...because that broke us both...later my addiction started to hurt her...the sick thoughts that I had started to hurt us... A lot of time after that events I´ve done the same thing again...I know I can change...I wanna change...I´m not a bad person and I constantly repeat it to me...but it is not working anymore. I´m loosing myself...I dont wanna lose her too... I´m afraid that I could never change...and I´m wrting this because I need to say something to someone...But I dont have any friends...and how could I talk about this to people who couldnt understand PMO adictions? I´m not a bad person...I´m just lost and I wanna return to my road... God I´ve ask for a last chance too many chances...I beg you one more another time.
Quand on regarde trop de porno on ne peut pas avoir de sentiment envers l'être humain C'est catastrophique
I am 50 years old now and have been with my girl for longer than you have been alive and I am now figuring life out due to being here for a long time and I have experienced a lot in life, and P will let you down every time, and that's a guarantee if you want a healthy and happier type of life.
Bro thank you for support, it is amazing and special to know that we are not alone...I ´m sure you´re a greatest man now, and i ´m sure God will reward everything you´ve done...thank you bro.
Still working on being the best man I can be in every way. It's not easy whatsoever. All I know is God didn't do it for me but it was me who did it for me. I really have issues with certain things but thank you for your kind words.
