It took me sometime to realize that its actually an addiction. I've been watching & collecting porn since 2000. I was 24yo & it was so much fun. Gradually high speed internet came in & it helped me fill number of big sized hdd one after another. Even i wasn't able to watch everything that i was downloading but still finding a new porn was good reason to enjoy PMO. I always enjoyed porn having huge database, just browsing through it day & night was so addictive. This kept on going but i wasn't having a real life sex until 2009 though i wanted desperately from my side but things were not happening. Post that things changed & along with pornography i was heavily into sex with my gf & hookers. Slowly i lost interest in my gf & just enjoyed porn & hookers. Just like porn having new babe twice a week became an addiction and of course 6-7 hours of porn everyday.
It went on from 2012 till 2015 & then there was a turning point when i first realized that there's something more you require apart from all tangible sexual resources to enjoy sex which is libido, and it started declining, i could clearly see it. Things were not like before, i started masturbating less & retaining my semen so that i can get horny. Earlier touching a girl could bring me a good hard erection within 20 seconds & up to 15 minutes of good hardcore session but then things weren't like that anymore. I started facing difficult to sustain an erection. ED, low libido & PE were happening simultaneously.
Main Query Follows :
Since 2015, now after an year & half I have come to a point where my libido has touched the lowest point ever. Even with NoFap i'm not having a similar desire where you feel something's burning inside. At times when i feel like having sex i don't get an erection at all while performing but at times when i'm watching porn i do get hard erections while it takes few minutes. Now day by day my libido is declining & life seems so dull. I haven't yet tried nofap resolution. I first wanted to put my story across this community so that i can get some good effective advice based on experiences & reviews. Guys please suggest something which can do wonders or at least can bring me my libido back. Thanks
It went on from 2012 till 2015 & then there was a turning point when i first realized that there's something more you require apart from all tangible sexual resources to enjoy sex which is libido, and it started declining, i could clearly see it. Things were not like before, i started masturbating less & retaining my semen so that i can get horny. Earlier touching a girl could bring me a good hard erection within 20 seconds & up to 15 minutes of good hardcore session but then things weren't like that anymore. I started facing difficult to sustain an erection. ED, low libido & PE were happening simultaneously.
Main Query Follows :
Since 2015, now after an year & half I have come to a point where my libido has touched the lowest point ever. Even with NoFap i'm not having a similar desire where you feel something's burning inside. At times when i feel like having sex i don't get an erection at all while performing but at times when i'm watching porn i do get hard erections while it takes few minutes. Now day by day my libido is declining & life seems so dull. I haven't yet tried nofap resolution. I first wanted to put my story across this community so that i can get some good effective advice based on experiences & reviews. Guys please suggest something which can do wonders or at least can bring me my libido back. Thanks
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