Virgin until 32yo, I suffered from loneliness so bad, I would feel the pain physically, deeply depressed. Watched porn for many years, escalated through the categories. Out of desperation went to a hooker, but couldn´t even perform. But at home I could fap for hours - suspected something was wrong. I could only orgasm with very intense stimulation by my own hand, preferrably with anal stimulation added - penis felt so numb, that vaginal or oral would not work. In November last year I found out about nofap, I fapped a lot less then, but had relapses every few days, but did not binge on porn anymore. Around new year I was with another hooker and (after a small nofap streak) she made me cum performing oral. Yesterday, after a streak of 11 days, I finally could orgasm having vaginal sex (with condom). Before my streaks, I could almost feel nothing during vaginal sex, couldn´t even come close to orgasm. And I feel more confident now, yesterday I picked up two girls in a café. But they live in another city, still no girlfriend, but now I really have hope I will find a girlfriend soon. I believe porn turns men into inactive voyeurs, who don´t have the balls to pick up women and who couldn´t even perform - nofap works.