Deleting 90GB+ of Porn ~ On your request!

Discussion in 'Off-topic Discussion' started by Mr.Tony, Nov 18, 2021.

  1. Mr.Tony

    Mr.Tony Fapstronaut

    934
    1,648
    123
    This Porn has one of the greatest clips, I used to consider great since I started the addiction.

    Last year I put it inside a USB and promissed not to use it anymore... I did break that!

    Now I need your advice on two things:

    2 Months ago I brook my NO PMO Journey for two reasons:

    1) I managed to graduate and finally got an MBA / Master Degree in Business Management and Finance.
    So I said to myself...why not! ( using the same USB!)

    2) I brook around 300+ Days due to a Sex Request witha prostitute from someone very close to me, I got confused whether to accept or reject the offer...

    I rejected it, But The Idea of having sex with a prostitute still got me, As I know Sex with someone you don't know is like using someone as a Sex Object, No Emotions involved! I had to use my imagination and imagine how this sex is supposed to be as it looks like Porn to me, Sex with a prostitute is similar to the sexual Porn and what these Porn Actresses does - They are prostitutes at the end...


    -----


    Besides Getting Married - there is NO Other option or Relief along the way, I can't get married for now, I'm not yet prepared yet.

    What do you think ?

    It's two options - a Successful Career or PMO Junkie!

    I'm still feeling this Brain Fog... This thing is not healthy at all...


    Again, which one is better Stock inside a Hardrive or Just delete it immediatly!

    It's a mixed up clips ~ I liked way back in my early addiction times since 2010 - 2011. It's almost all the clips I've been watching - and these are compiled clips of my favourite Clips and Movies ( I used to buy online... ) - Deleting this will hurt me a lot especially after a long steak of NOFAP.

    I got addicted around 2010.

    I'll buy today the book Your Brain on Porn and Go read it immediatly...

    What about the Prostitution ? As 28 years old virgin still frustrates me, the shame of being a virgin... How can I cope with that ?


    #Your Opinion Matters to me - Thanks for Reading!
     
  2. Mr.Tony

    Mr.Tony Fapstronaut

    934
    1,648
    123
    I can feel the Brain Fog - It's like I'm stoned...

    I relapsed this month after 8 Day of NoFap due to some weird Stomach pain with the feeling of Anger, I took a 10 Days - Of Porn Vacation Immediatly... Felt good...Really good...Nothing but a crappy addiction, I feel like a Street Junkie now - Addicted to the worst drugs...
     
  3. NothingMoreNothingLess

    NothingMoreNothingLess Fapstronaut

    195
    743
    93
    Take that USB, pour some lighter fluid over it, and burn it. Get rid of it.
     
    Krishna Das and Mr.Tony like this.
  4. Mr.Tony

    Mr.Tony Fapstronaut

    934
    1,648
    123
    The Delete Button - Is Enough, I could use it again, Haha.

    Thanks for your reply, I'll wait for other responds.
     
    Krishna Das, DukeNukem and 88991s like this.
  5. DeeJ4y

    DeeJ4y Fapstronaut

    853
    903
    93
    Delete. And why do you say you are not ready to marry? You are only hurting yourself by not even trying.
     
    Krishna Das likes this.
  6. You only think it will hurt, when in fact holding onto it will cause more pain. Set yourself free from the torment that you are puting yourself through and delete it. You think you are missing out if you delete it, but really you miss out by not deleting it because you allow it to continue to have a hold over you.

    If you are serious about quiting porn, then why do you need it? Your never going to watch it again? Right? So remove the temptation.

    Good luck with your recovery.
     
    Krishna Das, Mr.Tony and <script> like this.
  7. Mr.Tony

    Mr.Tony Fapstronaut

    934
    1,648
    123
    After several thoughts...

    I Just bought two External Hard Drives.

    1) The first one has 1000 GB - Only for Skills and My Future Career, I'll be buying online courses as soon as possible, learning new skills.

    2) A Second one with 500 GB - I'll just save up this Crappy 90GB in it, and go hide it somewhere in our old house, Deleting thr 90GB from my USB and putting into a Dirty Hard Drive I just bought.

    Why I couldn't - delete it ?

    - There are certain thing bought online, I know I couldn't find anywhere...

    I guess saving them inside a Hard Drive, and hating P would be a nice nove for now.


    ------

    About getting married - I think I'm not ready for it yet for several reason one of them is that - I think I still haven't found the real woman that will share the same opinion about me about the future of our family and generally speaking the philosophy of life.
     
  8. S_a_D

    S_a_D New Fapstronaut

    0
    1
    2
    /sorry for my english
    delete it...it is hard to do, but is the best for you
    trust me
    i delete 12 years of my life...13TB encoded to hevc for space saving
     
    Krishna Das likes this.
  9. And? Why would you want to see it again if you are quitting porn for good?

    I know how difficult it is to delete a porn stash, but trust me, it is better to just delete it and not look back. Just because you paid for some of it or invested time in collecting it aren't good reasons to hold onto it. It will hold you back because it will always be there in the back of your mind.

    You have said it yourself, it gives you brain fog. Porn offers nothing positive to your life or anyone else's.
     
    Krishna Das likes this.
  10. fredisthebes

    fredisthebes Fapstronaut

    1,054
    1,395
    143
    I deleted a load of videos I bought online a few years ago. It was hard to do and, yes, I do miss them in my darkest moments. But it was the right thing to do. That money has been spent, it's not coming back. And if you really want to go down the PMo route again, there is plenty online for free. You're not a curator, it isn't art, it's just an addiction, and these are the words of an addict.
     
    Krishna Das and The Passenger like this.
  11. SickSicko

    SickSicko Fapstronaut

    590
    2,276
    123
    I'm actually astonished when I heard about people having such insane amounts of stash, like literally, I believe, my stash at it's worst was barely 15GB, and deleting it was a good decision I've never actually looked back into until reading this post.

    Just delete it bro, remove that burden from your conscience.

    So what? You have to get rid of it, you couldn't find them anywhere, so what? Sounds to me like "If I get rid of this, I won't be able to find again" Do you even want to find it again?

    Just do it, delete everything.
     
    Krishna Das likes this.
  12. DELETE IT FOR FCKS SAKE
     
    Krishna Das likes this.
  13. koolpal

    koolpal Fapstronaut

    Delete. Not worth it dude.

    Even the best of the best porn doesn’t compare with having a real emotional connection with a real woman. That’s what’s lacking in porn & prostitutes.

    You’re a smart dude. Hopefully that YBOP helps you out with all the scientific studies.

    Also seems like you’re into intellectual and philosophical conversations with women. That’s all great and good.

    As for your career, that’s all good but it’s also the greatest source of stress, and can lead back to PMO as an outlet.

    What I suggest is group ballroom dancing or social dancing class at a dance studio, joining professional organizations, and networking.

    Hope that helps.
     
    Krishna Das likes this.
  14. Pentatonic

    Pentatonic Fapstronaut

    If you're not willing to delete it, you're not willing to stay away from porn.
     
    Krishna Das likes this.
  15. Bale101

    Bale101 Fapstronaut

    true
     
    Krishna Das likes this.
  16. Bale101

    Bale101 Fapstronaut

    so those things which you bought online are more valuable than a peaceful and a successful life ?
     
    Krishna Das likes this.
  17. Mr.Tony

    Mr.Tony Fapstronaut

    934
    1,648
    123
    The problem starts with this:

    There is no Sexual Life in my Life, Either it's Celibacy for a whole year or PMO for a numbered days and than going back to NoFap for many days.

    There is no alternatives, I don't see no Future, If I go No PMO - I could go that way for a long time, Might blow up someday or lose my mind, as it is really hard going No Sex Life for many years...

    My body hurts and my stomach hurts and my mind goes on the anger mode...

    I might calm down myself for a year or so, but not for many many years... The only option I can use for release would be P at the end of the day.

    When I wrote this thread I was on the break of deleting it, than again I remembered that I will end up needing it again maybe not now but in a year or so...Plus I bought the Online Stuff Expensively.

    I will go on the Hard / Monk Mode again - I will do it again for 300 days+ - After hitting my Goal.
    But there is no alternatives either... - I don't live in the Western World.
     
  18. Mr.Tony

    Mr.Tony Fapstronaut

    934
    1,648
    123
    But one thing I can Assure you!

    Porn is Really Bad and Ugly!
    And I don't like it either - I'm saving it and I'm starting my NoFap Journey for a long year once again until hitting a Financial Goal I made and few other Goals.

    I'll just hide that sh*tty Dirty Hard Drive and Go Learn new skills with the NoFap Extremely Monk Mode.

    I'll make it, I already did...

    About PMO, I didn't relapse... I choosed to relapse on purpose! I success in graduating, I had nothing else to do besides celebrating...

    In my country - Girls don't sleep with guys during their graduation day!
     
  19. Pentatonic

    Pentatonic Fapstronaut

    Most of what you just said is a bunch of excuses. However:

    If you already bought what you needed to store your old stash, which is an action made towards not giving up porn, why did you make this thread? You're obviously not interested in anyone's advice when you've already bought the hard drive and everyone has told you to delete the stash. Did you expect us to give you excuses and loopholes?

    Man, I wish you luck in your endeavors, I really do. But right now, all I see is a guy that wants to continue jerking off to porn because he can't get laid or at least, have the option of porn. And if you want to keep doing that, then by all means. But when it comes to this, there are no ifs, ands, or buts. You're either giving up porn or you're not. And right now, you're not.
     
    Last edited: Nov 21, 2021
  20. Mr.Tony

    Mr.Tony Fapstronaut

    934
    1,648
    123
    I guess your right, I better stay off that sh*t. Focus more on success!

    Thanks for your advice.
     
    Krishna Das and Mixolydian like this.

Share This Page