Depressed. Need help about flatline

Masturbation may be normal but the effects of porn aren't good on us. It's like how we crave the sugars of fruit but instead we have candy. Why have candy when we can have fruit, which is healthier and more nutritious? Would you rather ejaculate on a napkin or inside a vagina?

 

Flat line is the worst. That is really all you need to know. Eventually it passes and the withdrawal symptoms still linger and that period is at least better than flat line, but still, rough. I'm over 2 months clean and past flat line, but still facing withdrawals. It sucks. I'm hoping that by next year I'm feeling much better.

 

I wish you all good luck, I believe that as hard as it is, the best thing to do is to hold on during the flatline period, only this cycle will end

 

Are you saying that when you use porn you are great and wonderful person but when you stop your life becomes even more wonderful only to become a nightmare when you get past day 7?
Or do you feel like your life is depressed and dreadful when you use porn and then stopping porn makes it more enjoyable for short bit but soon it turns dreadful again?

I think you should focus on dealing with why you feel bitter and depressed. I promise you, porn is not the cause.
Anything that makes you happy will lift your mood and as you say "makes life feel so beautiful", getting icream and enjoying it can make you forget your are bitter and depressed, although the feeling of joy does not last.

You are waiting for some magical transformation to happen when you stop porn, but it never does, I am sorry. Joy you feel comes from effort you put in to self control, its not a "flat-line" you face. You return to feeling how you normally feel.