Well, long story short: I couldn't achieve desired result in the exam so kinda depressed so hardly like I'm dying inside. Also a kind of war-like situation going on in my family for my result. My mind got messed up so badly that need some satisfaction very badly. So started to see porns so much that I think I didn't got that mad ever. After so much things I tried to resist pmo which lasted for about three weeks I started to go in the deep of failure. I can't find any meaning of success in life anymore and very addicted to pmo now. Like doing m everyday in a row. Depression everywhere.