Depressive today.

Fairly depressive today… I am on work leave and my money is being poured out the window with insurance and appointment costs due to illness I can’t control. I feel I keep on being set back and I can’t fight against it in anyway…

I have no motivation to work on anything not even shows.. I have been quite on call with my girlfriend today and I don’t want to spill my frustration out to her. Feels like life isn’t going good no matter how much I pray.. I seriously feel fucking empty inside. I love god and what the spirit has given me, but I feel as if I fucked up my adult hood royally.

 

Please share all your feelings with your girlfriend. She must be the one who will understand you. Also share it with trusted members or fapstrinauts in NF community.. Also share your feelings with me as well.
Thank you.