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Despair

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by TENK, Jun 6, 2018.

  1. TENK

    TENK Fapstronaut

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    Hi guys, I really don't know what to do anymore, I'm out of options, I'm trying the very best I can and I keep falling around the same time, I was planning to reach 90 days before I turned 20 in August but it just seems impossible at this point, I'm tired and I want to be free, I honestly don't know what to do. I don't want to stay like this for much longer, feeling awkward and out of place everywhere I go. I want to be happy. Since November last year I've been trying, I could have been 8 months free already but I just keep fucking up, I'm so depressed, heartbroken.... I just want someone to grab my hand while I go through this but there's no one to do that either. I'm tired of being like this. What can i do? What can i do? What can i do? I'm so engulfed in self hate right now.
     
  2. freshstart111

    freshstart111 Fapstronaut

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    Hey man i feel your frustration.Been trying to give up since about this time last year. I went pmo free from the start of January till mid march. Then i got stuck in a daily pmo cycle i just couldn't get out which brings us to now. My mind often thinks where would i be now if i had keep going/ had more will power but the thing is we cant change the past all we can do is build for the future. Forget the past now man that's done we can either accept and learn from the past or continue to make the same mistakes over and over again.
     

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