Destructive, resentful, angry non-productive post

You probably shouldn't read this but I have to put it somewhere. We're in incel territory today. Day 2 on my second reboot. I condemn the shitty fucking impoverished school systems I was raised in. Those arrogant overpaid motherfuckers taught me abstinence and packed my head full of fear and guilt. Even my family church left sexuality the fuck alone. Two or three guys in my school dated every desirable girl within two years above and below my grade. One of them was a sociopath who humiliated my family after dating my sister. She went through hell in that school. The girl I loved in my early 20s broke my brain and I fell into destructive porn. It was my fault for loving such a goddamn bum. She is married to a total loser (not a bad boy loser an ACTUAL loser) now and will probably live a mundane life that I wouldn't have wished on her. I gave up dating at age 23 until now (age 31) Fuck my home, the goddamn united states, straight to hell for criminalizing sex work while claiming to be free. The united states is the type of fucking shit hole where you can BUY ANYTHING besides sex. Fuck the corn and wheat diet they pushed on me to make me overweight while the elite know full well they're making multiple fortunes selling us poison. Fuck carbs and anyone stupid enough to defend them. Fuck the porn industry manipulators, as well as all of the naive women who sell their bodies to taunt perverts like me. Fuck alcohol, the drug that fills your bloodstream with the feces of yeast and turns otherwise useful individuals into abusers, dead weight and obstacles. And most of all, from the bottom of my sick and boiled soul, from all the fury of hell, fuck identitarians. Fuck feminism and social justice marxism. I fell for that bullshit years ago but pulled myself out of it. May identitarians twist in agony for the oversimplifications about humanity that dominate and soil this era of human history beyond any hope of repair. Fuck the trends. I do not believe in this world. I do not believe in the community. Any community is only one step away from becoming a cult. Fuck the doctors and their horse shit pills and terminology. If I represent the fate of the modern man perhaps these poxes are deserved, at least for the masses. It's probably true what they say, hell is a place you send yourself.

 

I read the first half. I typically follow that way of thinking. Not today though. Have you heard Lumpy and the Dumpers? They are specifically what he warns about.

 

Just in case you were curious. Complete resentment. Air tight filth. There is nothing wholesome about it. Last I checked Jordan was on the carnivore diet, which I usually try to follow (because carbs are basically alcohol) And it's pretty much one hell or another