So few days back, as usual i couldn't sleep at night though i did read lots of stuff around the internet and some really good articles regarding nofap which helped me vanish the temptation completely for atleast 2 hours then when i finally got on bed and still couldn't sleep so i got on my phone and thought of searching songs of female singer whom i find really attractive and wanted to see her in skimpy clothes for fun, then after some scrolling i tripped on her concert video and we obviously know what kind of dress they wear nowadays and i thought i to myself, i saw this few days ago and shouldn't cause any disruption to my nofap journey or anything because she's not naked, just how most women dress up these days so it's acceptable upto some extents. Then it was fine for first 1min me having sexual thoughts and fantasizing then i had a feeling of emptiness where my mind went completely blank and weirdly that's where i felt very slight ejaculation from my penis, like 1 or 2 drops. Suddenly, i started feeling bad energy in my gut and it has been like that for few days now. I still regret it, i didn't touch myself but still it was really bad experience which i could have avoided. I won't exactly say it was guilt like watching porn and masturbation but for some reason it definitely didn't feel right and i felt like half relapse and my mood was bad really for first 2-3 days, now trying to move on since last couple of days but man i am very disappointed with myself because i can't think and believe even such slightly suggestive thing would put me in such a mess, it was really unpredictable and i have been really strict with my nofap journey so far but this might have been a wake up call that my abstinence still has some flaws which i need to work out.