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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by IWillWin03, Sep 21, 2017.

  1. With the primal feeling with women it is definitely I find non linear and also if I'm in too the women also. When it happens though subconsciously it is a joy, it's the feeling I've desired more than ever, to feel normal in myself and around women.

    Oh I can really relate to the laughter man. I honestly since 2011 for god knows how long lost that ability to laugh and near enough had a mask on for that time as well. Mustering up the fake laughs got so tiring. It feels good to laugh even at a youtube vid now or something that's definitely coming back!

    What I meant by the one percent is not a lot of people report the two year cases and beyond. So were in the one percent of that in that regard. But I believe when I transition into the second year and moving up to the third it will be exciting. There are cases where guys are still improving at 27 months away from this man. A rebooter known as 'Altruism247' on YBR was still noticing improvements at 30 months away. Is incredible. A guy on this forum @saneagain was struggling so bad at two years mentally with symptoms and gradually recovering in small increments.

    I think where we dont know the damage we have done we have severely underestimated it but the brain is plastic and neuroplasticity definitely works. I feel miles better off than I did two years back. My identity back then seems alien to me like I'm killing off that identity in a weird way. It's a mad existential crisis is one way.
     
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  2. I remember coming out of flatline in 2013 for about a week as well something that I posted a few times. It is an amazing feeling. I could read a book effortlessly, my cognition was on fire I was genuinely engaged and interested in topics of interest. Even when I stupidly relapsed to porn then I had a stiff one like the Eiffel Tower. Didn't even stroke the thing and was so visually stimulated that I jizzed shows how desensitized i was the porn then. I was watching weird shit at my height to get the dopamine flowing but on that streak I became resensitised to vanilla etc, so weird.
     
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  3. I've not had a go mate will keep it in mind if I dont see things progressing down the line.
     
  4. Depressed&Out

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    Good to hear. I'm still not going to raise my hopes up too much, but the coming year is something I'm determined to go into as clean as possible (certainly cleam from PMO but I also mean clean from MO, fantasaying and ogling!).
     
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    I'm also going out clubbing these days. Even though it's frustrating not 'enjoying' it from a primitive sexual angle, it feels good to be able just to mix with people and girls!
     
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    Yeah, that's something I'm also keeping in mind. Possibly to just jump start your sexuality. (not saying it works, but it might)
     
  7. That's it mate never too old to club. Yea I hope and pray that hopefully the worst is out the way and all were waiting for is our sexual circuit to turn on and were good to go. I cant be living the rest of my twenties like this anymore.
     
  8. Depressed&Out

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    I know what you mean. Everyday I think back to my 20's with utter misery. The regret about what happened (isolation rather than intimacy with the world) will be a regret that I will look on utter so miserably for the rest of my life.

    The only glimmer of hope is that I might still be able to turn it around. But really, surely sex in your teenage years and 20s is 'different' than when older?! For a start, you no longer have the 'care free' attitude to sex and now, at my age, it's about 'responsible' relationships. (unless you're so rich that you don't need to work, then maybe you'd be able to experience the 'care free' attitude)
     
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  9. Man so do I if I knew what I knew now when I started this shit at 18/19 I would of been an entirely different person going somewhere in life. But we cant sit round in misery we can only accept what we've done and move on and live our best life from this point on. I for one know that resulting going back to PMO is not an option and will only kill my dreams, ambitions and what have ya. Not fucking worth it.
     
  10. Depressed&Out

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    Yep. I have no desire whatsoever to return to PMO.

    The way I see it is:

    No PMO: hope of building a bright future; a GF, a degree, a job, a house, friends, social life, etc.
    PMO: Darkness. Downfall. Depression. 'Destiny'.

    Fuck Porn. and fuck it's creators.

    I can't believe the dangers of Porn are still unknown with most people.
     
  11. That's the attitude mate. I had a few rock bottoms but my last one was exactly the one I needed to set the record straight. I couldnt function as a human. I couldnt even get a coherent sentence out, literally brain dead. Couldnt handle any stress at all. Was like I was running on adrenaline (constant fight or flight). I wont be returning back to that state unless I end up with dementia in old age then at least I can say I beat this shit habit and lived a little.

    Yes man fuck that industry. I curse every bastard director a lifetime in hell for what they're doing (if they know).
     
  12. Depressed&Out

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    Yeah, I had my rock bottom moment too. It was the last time I PMOed (The following morning i discovered my shrunk penis - absolutely shocked me to the core. I felt distressed by it for quite a while).
     
  13. Damnation

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    1.5 weeks. I didn't start using porn till 16 -20ish? Later you start PMO, faster the recovery
     
  14. that's funny man! I am on day 41 now...when I first started, I noticed gains by day 3, then came the flatline. Once the flatline left, it was as you said, "HELLO!"
     
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    "Guys have you tried session with Tribulus and Maca root ?"
    Are those easy to come by? I mean, is it legal to buy those online?
     
  16. Varg

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    Yes it is and fully natural. You can find all on ebay.
     
  17. Has anyone else noticed loss of libido and or erections after consumption of cow's milk or dairy in general?
     
  18. Damnation

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    Unlikely linked, if you had an intolerance or allergy, it would play out in your airway long before anything else
     
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    My blood flow’s improved.

    Used (like many) to M while sitting down. Caused problems achieving, keeping erections while standing.

    It’s better now.
     
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  20. Infrasapiens

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    I don't know, I feel the same honestly.
     
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