Didn't sleep last night -MIGHT CONTAIN TRIGGERS-

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by ChristoX8, May 25, 2016.

  1. ChristoX8

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    Am on day 7, worked my butt off at the gym, took 2 cold showers, used 2 ice packs and managed to get hard with an ice pack on my groin, even took a melatonin 3 mg pill but nothing worked, I'm VERY high energy and I didn't sleep, I didn't sleep. I feel way too horny, not to the point I would relapse, my mind will hold on but more like if I had a fever, I get shivers and I probably have blue balls.

    NoFap is having ...interesting effects on me. lol Saw this YUGE girl at the gym last night, I wanted to bang her so bad and she was maybe 220 pounds!! I thought it was funny but still, a little disturbing. I get those urges about rubbing my groin on things, THAT, is funny. I'm like those dogs that do that on people's legs. loll I accidentally fell on futa hentai and got the biggest boner I EVER had, it was monstrous!! For some reason, it turns me on like you wouldn't believe. I was growling and felt like a werewolf or something, like a primal rage, it was strange. Erection lasted almost 30 seconds, a new record for me, I never really had strong one due to porn abuse.

    Next night I will sleep sooo good, I never thought I'd say that but I can't wait for the flatline! lol Libido is too strong, I get erections all the time, gotta take another cold shower.

    Keep up the good fight everyone, together, we will all win, we will all win!
     
  2. stephanD

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    +1 for noting the 'interesting effects' without using it as an excuse to relapse. Sleep well tonight :)
     
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  3. ChristoX8

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    Thanks stephanD, I won't relapse ever again. I know many said that before me and not many survived the terrible strain of war but I approach the coming days/weeks/months/years with this mentality of never relapsing again. ''Think Big'' at it's purest form, sky is the limit!! Thank you, I will. :)
     
  4. TheWannabe

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    Really? The few times I've come across that, it deflated my erection and made me want to run away screaming.
     
  5. ChristoX8

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    HAHAHAHA, I hate to admit it but yes. I guess, as a porn addict, I like fapping, I like orgasms and since I LOVE women, it turns me on to see futas struggle NOT to orgasm with their dicks but always end up orgasming anyway. I know I'm not gay, gay porn really disgust me but on a hentai women, I love it. Real futas scare me though. I know some are hot but when they talk, GOD! LOLL
     
  6. myrealnameis

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    Yeah expect crazy libido first couple of weeks...I remember when I first started it was through the roof...I honestly thought I was already healed! Btw if you were doing legs/back it really bumps up your testosterone levels so that might be why you had an extra dose of excitement.


    Still awesome job on keeping up the good fight!!
     
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    Yeah, that must be one reason why, I did squats, deadlifts, bent over rows, calf raise, all legs or back exercises! I also think the fact I'm on day 7 didn't help me, I heard we produce 145% of testosterone after 7 days of abstinence, add that to the gym and my testosterone level is through the roof. I think I can now confirm I have blue balls. lol They're painful and not sagging at all, they're all the way up.

    Thanks myrealnameis! I won't give up, I'm on a mission and I'm gonna win win win!!
     

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