Disappointed to have slid back. Here to get back on the horse

Nearly a week in to the fresh start and feeling great. Urges minimal. Productivity and mood high. A happy new year indeed!
ANH

 

24 hours on and still doing okay, but urges back with a vengence today. So whereas yesterday this felt like a walk in the park, today it is a wade through thigh-high treacle. This may partly be down to my wife having been ill, so we haven't made love for a few days and I am missing her. It may also be that I am now back at work (working from home today) so my mind is searching for distractions and looking at porn seems so much more enticing than poring over spreadsheets.

But, I have resisted. Well done me!
Work over for the day so I can do something more interesting to keep me on the straight and narrow.

ANH

 

Slipped up. P and M. No O but still a major relapse. To quote the wonderful Hermione: What. An. Idiot.
Set counter to zero. Slap self around the face. Do better. (Do or not do. There is no try).

ANH