Marty Bryant
Fapstronaut
Hello my name is "Marty Bryant". Or is it? Either way that is besides the point. I am 23 years old living in the good ol' sunshine state. Just graduated college and am still undecided on the career path I would like to take. Stuck between medicine and music.
With the most freedom and uncertainty I have ever had in my life, unfortunately has come a lack of discipline. I know it is something I need to work on and that is why I am here.
I have been fapping it out for about 10 years now and I have been trying to quit to no avail for the last 2. I am on a journey to become the best version of myself with mentors like Elliott Hulse and Eckhart Tolle. The best version of myself is not addicted to porn, I can tell you that for sure.
Porn has had a negative impact on my life. I have had trouble "getting it up" several times when getting intimate with females. I have a girlfriend now and I still fap it out all the time. Sometimes I won't make love to her because I am afraid that my porn addiction will cause me to have erectile dysfunction. On top of that on days where I fap I find myself much less productive and distractible. This is a serious issue for me and something that I have really struggled to overcome. I want to get really serious about this so that I can cut porn out of my life for good.
Today will be my first day without fapping. Yesterday I fapped four times X.X
It's easy to say that today is gonna be my last day but when that urge kicks in I have a real problem saying no. I have decided that instead of fapping whenever I get the urge I will either go on a walk, play the piano, or meditate. Hopefully that will help me alleviate it.
If you guys have any ideas on how to give it up and to work on my self-discipline that would be greatly appreciated.
Cheers to our futures without porn,
-Marty
With the most freedom and uncertainty I have ever had in my life, unfortunately has come a lack of discipline. I know it is something I need to work on and that is why I am here.
I have been fapping it out for about 10 years now and I have been trying to quit to no avail for the last 2. I am on a journey to become the best version of myself with mentors like Elliott Hulse and Eckhart Tolle. The best version of myself is not addicted to porn, I can tell you that for sure.
Porn has had a negative impact on my life. I have had trouble "getting it up" several times when getting intimate with females. I have a girlfriend now and I still fap it out all the time. Sometimes I won't make love to her because I am afraid that my porn addiction will cause me to have erectile dysfunction. On top of that on days where I fap I find myself much less productive and distractible. This is a serious issue for me and something that I have really struggled to overcome. I want to get really serious about this so that I can cut porn out of my life for good.
Today will be my first day without fapping. Yesterday I fapped four times X.X
It's easy to say that today is gonna be my last day but when that urge kicks in I have a real problem saying no. I have decided that instead of fapping whenever I get the urge I will either go on a walk, play the piano, or meditate. Hopefully that will help me alleviate it.
If you guys have any ideas on how to give it up and to work on my self-discipline that would be greatly appreciated.
Cheers to our futures without porn,
-Marty