Coolbuddy7
Fapstronaut
I have become very less attracted to the things I do, You know more and more distracted in whatever thing I do. Like, I am a Student, So for example,... it's time for me to learn for an examination that's approaching real quick, but, I go to youtube and then keep watching some football (soccer as it is otherwise called elsewhere) game highlights and then get into a youtube loop going about watching more and more of such kind of Videos, and in the Mean time, when I go out of the room that I am pretending to learn being in, I see my Grandparents who think I am still Learning Seriously. When I see them, I feel swallowed in into the ocean of Regret. Then, Nevertheless I again go back to the room and Start Doing it again.
Also, when I am not using youtube, I just get in into wandering off mentally, thinking of some Fictional thing or mostly Thinking about the past, wondering What would it have been, had it been this way ? I tried Meditating, But , I didn't know how to do it (properly), So It kind of didn't work. Also,now I am going to take my Terminal High School Examinations, and Still have not got Serious and getting bragged away by Distractions.
So can Anyone help me here, can you suggest me ways to get over this ?
Also, when I am not using youtube, I just get in into wandering off mentally, thinking of some Fictional thing or mostly Thinking about the past, wondering What would it have been, had it been this way ? I tried Meditating, But , I didn't know how to do it (properly), So It kind of didn't work. Also,now I am going to take my Terminal High School Examinations, and Still have not got Serious and getting bragged away by Distractions.
So can Anyone help me here, can you suggest me ways to get over this ?