So my wife is considering divorce due to my uncontrollable dependency to pmo. I’m trying hard. But every morning becomes a battle ground where I am usually defeated and relapse back to day 1. I’ve never held up for more than a few days without pmo on my own. Issue is, I love my wife but I do have strong same sex attraction that scares her. Any advise? I don’t want to loose her but I can’t keep hurting her. She’s doesn’t know what to do. I want to comfort her, but with my record it impossible to prove anything.