Hi guys, I didn't have too many experiences with women in the past, and so i always said to myself i would have to take every "opportunity" that i get in order to get more experienced. Because if I am unexperienced i'm unattractive to women and therefore i stay unexperienced, it's a stupid cycle. Anyway I got Tinder yesterday and i had a match with a girl who made it pretty clear that she wants a sexdate and she didn't look like a fake either. Now that is exactly what i thought i always wanted, but now I don't want it somehow. She's somewhat attractive, a bit crazy maybe haha... And now it comes to my mind, that i actually had a few opportunities to get laid, but I didn't take them. Maybe my standards are too high? Or do I have to go through this? I'm pretty sure i would regret it, if i did it. On the other hand i feel that way maybe, because i relapsed and i'm not horny anymore... Is it normal to feel like, you would feel bad after sex? That it would have been better to masturbate or even better just not to do it at all? Right now i just wanna stay celibate for the rest of my life, of course in 2 days I'm gonna be horny again and then it looks different, but is this what you feel like after sex? I think this is subconsciously what is holding me back, because deep down i don't even really want it... Btw what do you think about tinder? It made me relapse yesterday unfortunately... So i think i'm gonna stop it.